whining to the maximum

#9 : Future? mm

2010-02-19T00:51:00.001+08:00

Man..is this the punishment for not putting my best efforts in studying because I dislike the school, the course that I take? But of course, who else can I blame except myself right?

What can I do to salvage this..? Neither do I have the grades, nor the money.

Is passion enough? Enough to get me in? I know for sure it is enough for me to give my best if I were to get in.. but.. Will any school even want me ): Gosh..sucks to be me right now.. For real.

whine #8 : A special, memorable day.

2010-01-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

생일축하합니다 재중아!

Although this isn't your actual birthday, but you've been celebrating it for years until your biological mom appeared. Therefore, we, Shades of Jae'd are also celebrating this special day with you. Since it is our first year, we have no presents for you, except the forum itself.

I hope you'll love it, and recognise its existence!

whine #7 : Time is tickin!

2010-01-18T13:03:00.009+08:00

credits : _kuroii_ of soj_listing@live.com

Tease Video, watch it here!

teaser cf credits: juilianjill of soj_listing@live.com

Do you want to know where Jaejoong is running off to?
Are you a great Kim Jaejoong fan?

Then e-mail this to soj_listing@live.com:

Jaeloise told me JJ was running to someplace. I wanna know where Jaejoong is running off to! Please add me to the list!

E-mail subject should be: Time is ticking! Jaejoong’s birthday.

whine #6 : I love you so much!

2010-01-09T04:42:00.002+08:00

Okay..since fara asked me if I had a chance to wish Jae happy birthday, would I take it?
HELL YEAH I WOULD! Besides happy birthday, there are so many other things that I wanna tell him!
Like how hot, kissable, sexy, good looking, fantastic singing, warm and the list goes on! Oh, and how he's been driving me crazy each time I lay my eyes on him, especially right at that moment since I'm wishing him happy birthday?

/dies

I can't wait to say this to you Jae, if I ever get to see you..

I'm so glad I get to know 동방신기•東方神起•TVXQ even though it's only a really short period of time..
I feel like I've known all of your voices for a really long time..and I'm loving it so much..
Well it's obvious that I'm bias towards you among all 5 members! Your good-looks, outstanding vocal abilities, weird & fun personalities, attitude, basically your whole being attracts me.

For 6 years, many fans out there have been through thick and thin with all of you since your debut days. Some..or many may have lost their faith along these 6 years, but those who stayed alongside with you, experiencing smiles, laughter, tears, achievements and setbacks, those are truly like family. An extended family of yours, who will stand by you no matter what happens. And I wanna be part of that family.

I can't say that I'm glad to know of TVXQ during these torturous times..but I guess I am..somehow. It is getting close to 6 months since I've started loving your music..and slowly falling for the person behind the voices. I really want to spend..the rest of my years, listening to TVXQ, to you Jaejoong, singing because of your passion for music, or even if it is because of all your fans. Because of you guys, I'm seeing the importance, the power of Faith. And I am keeping it, always keeping my faith in you.

Here in this message, are just parts of my love for you, for TVXQ. There are many things that I can't and don't know how to express with words (because I'm stupid like that :lol:). But actions speak louder than words, right? Although I can't think of any 'actions' that I can do right now to show how much I love you guys besides spazzing and supporting your Japanese albums/singles/official fangoods, I will come up with something someday!

P.S. I love you so much, do you know? (: Let us spend our coming years together!

whine #5 : 吃報仇！

2010-01-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the start of the last 6 weeks of school before the big end! I can't wait (: [hopefully that F grade in environmental science UT 1 won't cause me to retain another year XD] But OMG! I'll needa wake up early tomorrow..go to school. rot in class. do shit. travel. man. So lazy..so tiring! I just wanna stay home and whine about school and not go there at all ):

Anyway, for the last 3 weeks..there's nothing but lotsa going out and food. Like..LOTS of food I mean. I've been going out with 妹妹 as well as other friends like Klaire, Esther and her gang on different occasions! We've had..Sakae sushi buffet..steamboat..Korean cuisine (twice in less than 3 days? LOL)..oh and my birthday buffet, but I guess that's not counted since I didn't really eat till I'm full to the max :D I can't wait to go back to Seoul Yummy again though..they're Kimchi soup with Tuna is seoul yummy LOL! Somebody shoot me please XD

But seriously! I'm really going broke from spending so much on food recently! :/ It's terrible. And it's not like DBSK's helping me save money too -broodface- Aiish..I really needa get a job ASAP after school ends 6 weeks from now! Preferably in Night Safari - feed animals, ticketing or something...just not F&B please :/

Oh well..should I..or rather, can I be good enough to sleep early tonight since there's school tomorrow? I really doubt so :D
I should so finish up fara's Junsu banner and elora's DBSK banner..and also I totally have no time for the Colors event on TS..boo ):

whine #4 : BAIBAI 2009. YEAR OF BADLUCK!

2010-01-01T13:31:00.004+08:00

So..What did everyone did LAST YEAR? It's time for us all to reflect and improve baby! AS IF!
If everyone really reflected and change, we humans wouldn't be at where we are right now~
(and I wouldn't still be so fat :p)

Anyway, how I ended my 2009 was pretty..unique I would say? At around 8pm ish, I met up with my 妹妹 LOL, Esther, Hongwei and Eric for dinner! We went to a Korean casual dining restaurant - Seoul Yummy. It is located at Square 2 level 3, just beside Poh Kim LOL! The food there was quite nice! Especially the Kimchi soups with tuna :D My saba fish set is freaking awesome too~ The price range is pretty reasonable too imo.

The original plan was to go to Mt Faber to watch fireworks at 00:00 BUT there were not parking lots and MANY people up there, so we ended up on our way to Changi Airport! On our way there, there was a crazy ass driving who as tailing us really closely and did some stunts, trying to be funny. Pfft. I pity you uncle, spending the last day this way. Pathetic as hell, really. We made it to the airport after making a U-turn and taking another route there and stayed at the airport till about 11:55? We managed to catch a glimpse of the fireworks display while on the highway! It's really pretty :D That's how we spent last minute of 2009 and first of 2010 together in the car!

After that we went to geylang! OMFG! It's the first time I've been there! There were more men than women though hahahahaha~ Oh, and some trannies too hehe :3 Hahaha it was so funny in the car, Eric and Hongwei are like entertaining us and themselves throughout the whole ride/night! Soon after I felt hungry..so did Esther! So we sent Hongwei back home before heading over to the BP Plaza for McDonald's since the one at the Teck Whye CC had NOTHING at all. WTF. Just close down man. zzz We bitched and chatted a bit while eating and off we go back home! It was a really fun night with them! Thank god there weren't annoying and stupid people spoiling our time and fun (:

Cheers for a good start for us. I hope it'll be the same for the world of KPOP! It's been really bad..for 2PM..DBSK..and now SJ.. :/ Make it stop..

whine #3 : backeggs + stomacheggs !!

2009-12-29T20:39:00.005+08:00

What's worse than waking up to peggy talking to you while you WERE still sleeping?
Having a reallllllllyyy bad stomachegg. That's what's bad! Gosh!! I didn't eat anything wrong the night before! Aiish..maybe I have stomach cancer or something! This is like the 2nd time I'm experiencing such intense pain (to me) along with nauseousness as well as breaking out in cold sweat all at the same time. Oh, also my lumbar spine doesn't allow me to slouch on the fucking toilet bowl so I had to lean against the wall for support while dying on it. pfft. AWESOME WAY TO START MY DAY!

Anyway..I've received my first assignment as a graphic designer from SoJ! I'll hafta make 9 separate staff icons for each position and they're not to be the same~ There are a few other specific requirements that I'll needa follow too (: Overall it's been quite ok..but I just hate to work with things so small! aiish :/

Not to forget - tmr we're making pineapple tarts!

Teacher
me of course!

Students (I only accept students with below 10 pts for O lvls LOL)
Esther
Huizhuang
妹妹－ LOL

Oh well. I hope it'll be fun. Gotta work on my assignment now! toodles~

whine #2 : blog's up, finally!

2009-12-28T06:06:00.004+08:00

daaaaayum~ It's so 'early' now! I'm totally drained..
Photoshopping the damn header was bad enough..
But hey, it looks pretty decent I must say? ❤ tvxq (:

Then came the html codes - I swore I felt like dying right then! Jeebus, I had to scout through www.blogskins.com for similar layouts (navigational) so that I can ~~steal them~~ refer.
Like finally I'm done editing most of the codes and crap. But there are still bits here and there that needs editing~ eg. the comment link! Other than that..I guess I'm good to go? :/

well I can't be fucked about the blog for now. I need my sleep because I'm so so so so so so tired! kthxbai~

whine #1 : backeggs

2009-12-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

Oh mai gawd..I really wonder what's wrong with my lumbar spine?
First, I thought it was because of the intense coughing that's causing the pain..
But now that I'm not coughing that much anymore..it still hurts badly.

Walking, sitting, laying down?

Maybe I'm too fat! And all the weight's acting on my lumbar spine. Aiishh~

Pain pain pain pain painnnn.. Make it go away!

whine whine whine whine whine!